Hi Steve, things have been very difficult for me over the years. An awful lot of bad luck and my thoughts have followed a similar path to yours. Honestly before I found this link I have wondered if I could walk with God as Enoch as such a close Friend that I could really be happy. Perhaps this is all nonsense as you say. But if it is really true the question is, how do we go about it? I would be very interested to get hold of a copy of your book, Best wishes, Maurice.