“no matter how often I said I was sorry…how frequently I struggled to feel again a sense of connectedness to the Eternal Source of all, I could never seem to quite make it with God. This, too, I was made to feel was my fault.” How did you get in my brain? This has been my struggle fro 7 years now since I left the church. I can’t be IN a church any longer but I still long for God in my life. Forrest Gander said” I have lost the consolation of faith though not the ambition to worship.” That is where I am and then I read this today “Then, one day, grace was born. I quit striving…struggling…seeking. I made the discovery and that is this: you cannot lose what has never been lost–namely, your oneness with Life itself” I read “The Enoch FActor” but I think I need to post this on my mirror and read it every day! Thank you for having such transparency and allowing us to grow through your experience.